Here again a familiar place
a patch of grass that has that trace
staring at the sky
wondering why'd i lie
and why you don't feel the same
with feelings so insane
this cant be the right fate
but now its just too late
and what i find
your on my mind
I need to find you
i need to get through
crawling on the floor
sliding towards the door
shouting dig the razor deep
through the floor my blood will seep
I love her put the name here
I'm not saying it i fear
she's the kind of girl that makes you stay
the kind of girl that takes your breath away
she's is so amazingly beautiful
as my heart she seems to pull
you are my one and only desire
you feel like your hearts on fire
everything i say i feel
its all so fucking real
with feelings this deep
and words so cheap
no matter what im not asking her to be mine
until i fill this notebook with feelings that rhyme
shes the beautiful fantasy
that makes me forget reality
for her i would burn it all
the fire would be so tall
cant she see
this is all me
with absolutely no love or care
my heart seems to rip and tear
if only you were here and not there
i would do anything and go anywhere
this love isn't cliche
it's real all the way
with your emotions i have not toyed
the truth is not what im trying to avoid
its not a game to play
its real in every way
my love isnt a joke or act
its what it is its a fact
care about me you should love me i implore
i love you even though its my heart you tore
when im finally with you
I dont care what we do
just dont be like me
dont fuck it up terribly
with feelings so great
i feel it must be fate...

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